What to Believe

I don't know how much I have experienced of spirits or other stuff... let see first I was at home, it was 1990 of April 2nd, doing homework and watch TV the same time. "I hate homework" it was in the evening and I feel something like cold and tap on my shoulder on my right side and I look to my right I don't see nothing but my window and bed then I heard mom called me on my left side and I turn and notice her face was red like she been crying and wanna me to follow her in the living area and notice my uncle cross from me looking at me and I can tell something not right but something is wrong and mom say she have bad news for me and I look at her and sit down and she say that phone call from ms. ford my daddy's landlord and she say daddy died this evening at the same time when that touch on right shoulder that times and jump up crying I guess he must have try to tell me goodbye by touch me on the shoulder cause he knew I am deaf...

1991 - I move in my own trailer next to mom where I got the experience of my daddy's cold tap on my right shoulder anyway in my new trailer my other experience that night was in my bedroom "new" it was dark and I was in my bed trying to sleep on my right side I notice something like figure it was dark but look like a demon to me cause it has hood cloak and I just cover over my head and peek a little it was still there stand by the window I can feel it stare at me I am sure of it... I know it weird.

My mother and family don't believe in ghost or stuff but I do...My boyfriend and I the only one do expect his family believe it...

Jamie